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Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Scrapbooking, Packing, and Missing My Husband

Sorry have not posted in quite some time! I have been very busy and preoccupied with getting things ready to move. I have traveled to Arkansas the past two weekends with this last one being the first we have stayed put. It was much harder than I thought to not see him and some say absence makes the heart grow fonder....for us its really hard not being together and we seem to argue. His sister is not helping the situation doing things a 12 year old would do and trying to make my life more miserable than it already is. Keep in mind shes a 33 year old grown woman. This has been an on again off again relationship that has never really been good. Its a whole lot of giving on our end and they always do the taking. They are very selfish and can only think of themselves in all they do. Who sends your best friend an email totally bashing you. I guess a 33 year old crackhead with nothing else to do. They are very childish in the things they do and have problems with everyone in their life! No matter who it is there is an issue! So long story short my husband hates her, so do I, and they have hurt my kids in the process....I don't care anymore what anyone thinks....I feel what I feel and she dug the hole I am putting her in once and for all. So with this post I bury her and no longer is she going to impact my life. Screw her and her husband! Most of all screw what anyone thinks of me because of how I feel. Someone will put them in their place once and for all one of these days! When someone bites a chunk out of your arm thats a good start! Yep someone bit his arm back around Christmas because they were yet again running their mouths about someone or something! No it isn't the Christian thing to do but you can only take SO much from one person and after 8 years (yes 8) this is over. I will deal with God how I need to with this. Anywho....that being said....my sweet husband is coming to move some things to Arkansas this weekend and we are VERY excited to see him since it will have been a week and a half come Friday since we saw him last. I have also gotten back into my scrapbooking so I have been doing a lot of that trying to catch Jack up on all that I have been behind on. Not even to his 2nd birthday yet so its gonna take me a bit but hey... its progress! Packing up my house is more than I thought it would be and always is. We have sooooo much stuff. But I am making much progress with that as well! My wonderful mom who I love dearly came and helped me Saturday to pack some things and as usual she got right in and got-er-done! Sunday the boys and I went to a restaurant with another bestie of mine Monica and her little boy Patrick. It was Lotawada Creek and boy was it country...lol! That's the only way to describe it. Greasy, large, country food and not my kind of eating I am used to but it was fun hanging out with Monica and talking. I really am blessed with awesome best friends. I have a small army of a few women who stand behind me always and back me through everything. So Travica, Lisa, Monica, Angie....you ladies are so much to me! I hope you all know how special you are and I love you all dearly!

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